Rebirth

Writing down my thoughts, that wasn't a reality-based decision. I have discovered that my cursive handwriting is non-existent now, it's completely evaporated from my skill set. Quite surprised; it's like realizing you can't tie your shoes anymore after wearing slip-ons for years. But I am determined to retrain myself, cursive that is, I know how to tie shoes.

I am on a much needed hiatus from work. So much to do to make other people happy; that figures right?! Some things are hard to change. It's an errand day. Tomorrow is a doctor day, for me and the car, as well as get Maisy off the car-title day. Saturday will likely be domestics day, and then Sunday, off to Tampa day. Going to return to the Italian Society Cemetery and hopefully get some awesome photos! Also planning on seeing my parents. My work wife, K. will be joining me, most likely. I asked someone else to come along, but I don't think that's happening. It's complicated I suppose; I have to guess, because I really just don't know. And yes, what you don't know can, and does indeed hurt sometimes. If time allows, we will hit my old haunts also, and maybe visit Nick!!

Christmas presents have been started. A.'s is a kind of Nightmare Before Christmas; not that it's fucking cool like that at all, but I never sent her a Halloween package due to inclement weather, so she gets a compilation of the two. H.'s presents are coming together, and her birthday present is in progress. M.'s gifts are purchased. K.'s gift is purchased, but I need a little something more. The gift to myself, in the form of some Akubi Object and an amazing piece of art from Zara Kand will be purchased tomorrow. And I have to resolve myself with that and nothing else! Oh, and I did find some lovely cards. Bethy, Shawn, Anne, Parents, The Boys... no ideas yet! And still no idea what I am doing on Thanksgiving, but I know I am not leaving town. I have been invited to a Misfits Christmas. I thought immediately I'd have use for my bangs! Someone might get that? But no, it's not Danzig-like, it's more of a celebration for those with fucked-up romantic lives. Perfect!

So, finally, news that I haven't really shared openly about. New Orleans. I have officially applied for a promotion at out Gretna Branch, which is just on the outskirts of New Orleans. I've been amazed that rental costs are a little high compared to Orlando, which is troubling, because when I look at median incomes, they are far less than Orlando. This disconnect is concerning, because I am not expecting much of a raise based on the cost of living there. So, I am looking at the items in my apartment and thinking massive yard sale! It's a little daunting. I can't expect the same concessions I received in moving to Orlando, so I am concerned. My first interview is Monday, crossing my fingers!

Well, I need to be off being productive. First post, done!

Listening to: Swansinger - "Wide Awake And Consumed"