Going all SecureTeam10 on this blog...

I wonder if anyone who even stumbles upon this blog would understand that title? It feels like I just got back to writing; bringing reassurances that this will happen again regularly, and 3 or 4 posts in, silence. No great excuses, fatigue mostly. The free time I do have, I have been devoting to the video channel. I am putting so many hours into each video, between filming, editing, researching and then typing it all up, and trying to do that weekly for the one possible fan I have, it's exhausting. I do want to talk about that "fan", but that will have to be a subject for a future post. Maybe by then, it won't be mysterious or weird any longer.

So, Excuse # 1 - busy doing other thing.

Work has been, I don't know what to even call it at this point. After two months of this, I guess this is, as they say, "the new normal". But it still feels weird, it's pretty unpleasant and growing increasingly less pleasant; and every day it seems like I have some staffing challenge - so it's just unpleasant. I need a rest. I'm suffering from a "grass is greener..." mentality right now that is not based on a healthy reality. I'm just really tired and my mental state is not remotely close to the already unwell state it was in when I last wrote.

Excuse # 2 - "I'm so tired...." (do you hear Perry? I do...)

I'm going to write this evening, I'm at least committed to doing so by the end of the weekend. I need to talk about work, I need to write down all of my frustrations, anger, and confusion about what's going on at my job right now. Hopefully, I will gain some perspective. A healthy reminder that, of all of the "essential employees" in the world right now, I am probably at the least health risk of all of them. Unfortunately, I've not the energy or time to articulate all of my thoughts to blog, so it has to come later.

Excuse # 3 - No time, brain broke.

So, in recognition of all of my excuses, I offer this gift.